| Just Hold Me Close To You |
[15 Nov 2006|11:53pm] |
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Hey. It's definitely been a while since I wrote in this thing. Things have really changed since May of 2005. Obviously it's been quite some time and I'm no longer with Matt. I'm with somebody new and my life is completely different these days. I like the way things have ended up so far. No complaints for the most part. Just wish I didn't have to wait. Not much more I can say about that situation at the moment. Well, I recently went to the Dashbaord Confessional concert at UCF. It was amazing. So funny that, the whole time, everybody was singing along to every single word. It was an experience! I hope he plays here sometime next year because I'm so going to every concert in our area. ::Sigh:: I can't believe that Christopher Carrabba is 31 though. Not that big a deal, just thought he was like 24 or something because he looks so good. Well, I need to sign up for my next classes this week. I've been so confused lately with what I want to do with my life. You know, which direction I want to take in everything; including my career. I want to have fun with my life and enjoy the work that I do. I don't know. I'm just going to see how things go. There's a new year coming and I can't wait to see what happens. ♥
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| ...It's All in My Head... |
[29 May 2005|10:56pm] |
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Hey. Wow. I never write in heeeere. lol. Hmm...today was a lot of fun. I spent the night at Mattie's. David's brother and wife are in town for the weekend so they were there too. A lot of fun. We were playing Tiger Woods Golf on PS2. (I want that Game so bad. I'm addicted!) This morning we all went to the beach, I also brought my lil sisters. We had fun. I almost got attacked by a school of Manarays(Sp?) though. Gosh. Scariest stuff ever. Then we went to eat at the China Buffet. Good stuff. Then we went back and chilled at the apartment. Ihad the whole weekend off which was so awesome and it hasn't happened in a long behind time. Gotta go back to work at 5 tomorrow though (yay...) I really want a new job. I hate Fazoli's now. I applied at Old Navy. So did Mattie because he really wants a job too.
Speaking of Matt, I really miss him right now. All today we were kind of on the edge with each other. I think it's because we hung out the WHOLE weekend. And I left kind of suddnely without saying goodbye....not even a kiss. =(
I'm sad now. I think I am going to go call him in a second. By the way...let me just say that I love the song by The Killers; Mr Brightside. Peace Out! Much Love!
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| Bitch Ass |
[06 Mar 2005|10:50am] |
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april..don't ever write in my diary again or i will be sure to hang you on a coat rack and never help you down. omg. that was so unnessecary. D I E
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[01 Mar 2005|02:33pm] |
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Oh Muh Gosh!
Hey. What's up? Nothing much here. Just sitting in 7th period being bored out of my mind. Nothing to do and nobody to talk to because Laura's not here. She must have left early though because I saw her in Mrs. Long's room during 2nd period. I really need to find out what's going on with her, Quarter and Shanon though. So much drama in their lives. Like a soap opera.
So! Left for lunch through 6th period today. I only came back to talk to Laura and it sucks that I did because she's nto even here. Maybe she's avoiding me because she's knows what I want to talk about. Whatever. Blah. So, I went to the mall with April, Sasha and Matt and I bought myself some new work pants from Rave because my other one's have just about had it. I've had them since like 9th grade though. Surprised they still fit my fat butt. Lol. Ok...chubby. Then went to Abercrombie where April and I both bought some cute shirts. I need to stop spending my money. It's so bad. I need to save. but I guess I'm not so worried about it because I'll be getting my tax money back soon anyway. Like $550. or something like that. Yay! So excited. Sasha was being wierd though. She was mad because she said that April and I always form a little clique thing when she's there. So she was on the phone with her boyfriend, Jason, half the time. I think she needs to lighten up a little though. We were joking around and acting like her and Matt were invisible (don't ask.) We were just beign silly. And..youw know what? I really dont care to talk about it anymore. lol. ok..gotta go. Buh bye X.o.X.o. - LEi
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| So close, yet so far away... |
[28 Feb 2005|11:41am] |
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Yay! April's birthday is coming up really soon. We are gonna go to Islands of Advernture I think. I've never been there. Should be fun. And Sashy and I have some OTHER plans for April on her birthday. haaa
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[28 Feb 2005|11:39am] |
Yeah...I was just thinking about that last time April and I were talking about working at Hooter's and how, I don't remember who it was, said something about April not being able to work there or whatever. I am so random, but I hate it when people try and put their thoughts in where they don't belong. It's like..stay out of my business. If I want to do something I can gosh darn well do it. lol.
And another thing. Why do some people think it's SO degrading to work at Hooters? Honestly, it's not liek you're a stripper or something and it's really good money for somebody trying to go to college. Jeeze!
Ok...10-4. Over.
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| The Story of a Girl |
[28 Feb 2005|11:30am] |
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So, I was reading April's journal and she was talking about how when she turns 18 she wants to work at Hooters. I think that would be really cool and I might work there with her. I'm not sure thought. See...I would probably make more money because of tips and stuff there than I would being a Manager at Fazoli's (which is what they're making me) But can I even handle being a manager? I'm not sure. Goodness. Christy thinks I can do it. lol. It might be fun. But I wanna work at Hooters! So confusing. Whatever...it's blah! I'll figure it out when I get to that crossroad.
I'm out! - Lei
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[27 Feb 2005|01:23pm] |
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Hey. I got this from April...it's nifty
f i r s t s
first best friend: Amanda Camp
first car: 86' Chevy Nova
first real kiss: Jamie
first real break-up:Hmmm...Robert..ew
first screen name: princessfoxx
first self purchased album: 98 degrees
first funeral: My aunt Rhonda's I think?
first pets: My cat Amber
first piercing/tattoo: Ears
first credit card: Target
first true love: Jamie? I guess you could say...
first enemy: Hmmm...Rachel Morley?
first big trip: Indiana, I think! I was really little
first music you remember hearing in your house: Country Music!
l a s t s
last car ride: Coming home from work last night
last kiss: Matt
last good cry: Yesterday
last library book checked out: Hmmm.....have I been to the library in like 10 years?!
last movie seen at the theatre: Don't remember
last beverage drank: Juice
last food consumed: Carrots
last crush: Matt?
last phone call: Matt
last time showered: 2 hours ago
last shoes worn: Tennis Shoes
last item bought: A whopper Jr.
last annoyance: my mom
last time wanting to die: no comment
last time scolded: mom this morning
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
who are your best friends? April and Sasha
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
where is your favorite place to shop? AE, Body Shop, and Gadzooks
any tattoos or piercings? Ears.
s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? No
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? Thermasilk and Head and Shoulders
03. what are you most scared of? Cocky Roachies
04. what are you listening to right now? Ciara. 1-2 Step
05. where do you want to get married? somewhere really big and nice
06. how many buddies are online right now? 15
07. what would you change about yourself? How negative I am towared myself.
f a v o r i t e s
01. color: Any kind of Pink
02. food: Chinese
03. boys' names: Sean, Joseph? I dont know
04. girls' names: Haley, Hallie, Kaley
05. subjects in school: Math
06. animals: Cats
07. sports: tennis
08. perfume: Body by Victoria
09. cologne: sexy for men
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? My lil sister
02. done any drugs? nope
03. bungee jumped? no
04. made yourself throw up? Yeah, when I was choking
05. skinny dipped? Nope.
06: been in love? Tes
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? Yeah, when I got pulled over
08. pictured your crush naked? No.
09. actually seen your crush naked? Not completely.
10. cried when someone died? YES
11. lied? Yep
12. fallen for your best friend? Yeah. April. haha j/k
13. been rejected? Mhm
14. rejected someone? Mhm
15. used someone? U huh, of course. haha
16. done something you regret? Yeppers
c u r r e n t
clothes: Green AE shirt and jeans and sneakers
music: None
make-up: everything
annoyance: school
smell: Body by Victoria
favorite artist: Ashlee Simspon or Michelle Branch
desktop picture: Hilary Duff
cd in player: burnt cd
dvd in player: The Notebook
color of toenails: Clear and Shiny
l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: Myself....lol.
hugged: Mariah!
you imed: Sasha!
you kissed: Matt!
w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: Nobody....teeheee...
slap: Jackie
talk to offline: April
talk to online: April
r a n d o m
in the morning i am: Ready to face a new day(?)
love is: Like a circle, never ending.
i dream about: One day being famous.
what do you notice first: Eyes
last person you danced with: Sasha, I think
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: Mattie.
who do you have a crush on: Mattie
who has a crush on you: You know who!
n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: I agree with April...too many time to count
of hearts i have broken: Wow....same as above.
of guys i've kissed: See above. hahah. Juuust kiddin' ^.~*
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[27 Feb 2005|01:14pm] |
Ok....so from now on. I am SO updating. Because I was looking and I only have 10 entries, how lame is that?!
Anywho...Love Ya!
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[27 Feb 2005|12:58pm] |
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Hey. Oh muh gosh. I love my new layout. (Thank you, April! -Muah-) Isn't it so cute? I love The Notebook. Such a freaking awesome movie. Well, sorry I haven't updated in a really long time. My computer was not working. Well, actually it was AOL. I had to delete it and re-install it. But that's ok. At least I didn't have to do a system recovery. I was sooo dreading that.
Anywho. I went to work last night. Man. Matt worked a 12-12. Insane ass. I wanna work a 12 hour shift! No fair. I haven't done that in a long time. But it was so crazy at work. We made over $3,300. Usually, we make like...I don't know but not THAT much. It was insane. I got there at 6 and there were only 6 pans of bread left in the cooler so we had to make like 70 pans. It was awesome. Me and Rebecca was tearin' it up! It was non-stop. But I had so much fun, and I'm really glad that Christy closed because it just seems to go so much more smooth when she's there. Not saying I don't LOVe everyone else there, but she's the shiZnIt. You know.
And Laura worked for the last time last night. She left because she couldn't handle the actually "working" part about the job. She said she wants a lazy job. Or something like that. Rgiht, Laura? Lol. j/k. You know I love you. "You fi'ad! haha". LoL. So, it was me, Dustin, and Mattie closing with Christy last night. I love Christy! She friggen was doing my dishes like a mad lady. She's sucha a professional. And I got done early so I helped Mattie and went and hung out with him before I dropped him home. But I was soooo freaking tired driving to muh house. I swear I thought I was going to fall asleep because I got up at 4:40am so I could get ready and stuff and drive to Orange City to meet Christy, Katie and Orin so we could take her car to Orlando where we went to this Awesome looking Fazoli's (I wish our Fazoli's was that new and pretty!!). We all took the Associate Trainer Class. I was the only one there though that was already a trainer. Christy promoted me without that class, but she thought I should take it anyway. I feel SPESHUL. hehe. So I am REALLY tired still.
I'm such an idiot. I need to sleep. I got up at 9:30 today. Not too early, but I went to bed late like I deusch. Is that how you spell that? lol. WEll, I gotta go. Talking to My Sashy! LOVE YA X.o.X.o. -Lei
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| I wont ever let you go. Only You... |
[02 Feb 2005|12:02pm] |
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Yay! I left early...
Omg. I am so tired. I had to leave school because I just couldn't make it the rest of the day. My mom is kind of upset at me though. She's going on about how I'm not going to get scholarships because I'm leaving early and shit. She goes, "Don't come cryign to me when they go 'we're gonna give the scholarship to THIS girl because SHE went to school everyday'" My mom is freaking retarded soemtimes. Honestly. I'm sure that's REALLY gonna happen. Uhg. But whatever.
I'm gonna hang out with Matt after school today...if he wants to that is. He called me earlier but I was in 4th period which was freaking crazy. Everyone had their phones out and they were playing their ringtones. All because this dumb Sub was there. She had no kind of authority over anyone. But anywho. That's my day so far. I'm just texting Sasha, but I'll probably call her now. Okies. Buh bye X.o.X.o. - Lei
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| I am Selfish, I am wrong.... |
[01 Feb 2005|02:42pm] |
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Hey all. I'm sitting in 7th period, Television Productions with Laura. I'm bored. Can't wait till after school because I get to go see Matty. I wonder when he's gonna get sick of hanging out with me everyday. Hmm. Well, thanks for changing my journal APRIL. I love ya!
Well, it was wierd the other night. Quarter called me and wanted to talk, but I told him I was at Matt's and he said he's call me around 11:45. So, it rolls around and he ends up calling me and I answer and he starts off with somwething around, "About what I said earlier...just forget about it." I wasn't sure what he was talking about at first then he was like "about me wanting to talk to you". Well, I just thought that it was dumb for him to have called me and wasted my time like that so I hung out.
Then he ended up calling back, but I didn't answer...Matt did. I was so funny. Matt was getting so confused because Quarter was like stuttering and mumbling and just saying all this stuff and then he wanted to talk to me and Matt was like, "Well, I kind of have this thing with ex boyfriends and not talking to them" or something like that. I love Matt. We were laughing so much.
But anywho! Last night I was laughing so much. I'm gonna go to hell though because I was laughing at the people from the mental ward. But it wasn't my fault! A bus load of them came into Fazoli's and Matt and Jessica kept laughing and making funny noises. I swear I was gonna hurt them. Then! OMG. We ran out of spaghetti so I had to wait for the kettle to boil (which took like an hour!!!) then make spaghetti. These people (who always coem in for a famimly spaghetti meal) waited for us to cook it. I was like OMG. You are insane! Waiting that long for a spaghetti meal when you could just get something else?
So...I gotta work thonight. Wow this is a really long entry! Yay. I like. Well, love ya lotz, guys. Leave me NOTES! Buh byes - X.o.X.o. Leila
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| The Unwritten Rules of Friendship |
[28 Jan 2005|11:26am] |
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Ok. So...everybody knows that there are some rules when it comes to friendships, right?...unwritten rules. At least you should know about these "Unwritten Rules" . Now, one of these rules is that you DON'T date your best friends' ex boyfriend. If you don't know about this rule then your life has seriously been sheltered. I have to admit that I broke this rule my ninth grade year and apologized fully for doing so. Now, you'd think a Senior would have enough decency to obey this rule. But no...my friend (whom I shall leave nameless for safety reasons) is going out with my Ex-boyfriend.
Now, I don't like him, and I DID break up with HIM, but the fact-of-the-matter is that that's my EX. You just don't DO that to your friends...You just DON'T. But whatever, she can learn on her own. I tried to warn her, but she won't reason. So, I'm just gonna let her have her little bit of fun and when she thinks she's come to her senses...then she can talk to me.
Because right now she is acting like it doesn't even bother me...like it shouldn't bother me. She knows what he did to me and she seems to have disregarded any of that. And I have to hang out with them. I WANT to hang out with my friend, but not when *he's* there. I mean, it's just so wierd and he irritates the HELL out of me. He really needs to grow up. I think that's enough anger for one entry. Until next time. X.o.X.o. - Lei
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| Ashlee Simpson - Autobiography |
[24 Jan 2005|10:54pm] |
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You think you know me
Word on the street is that you do
You want my history
What others tell you won't be true
I walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleep
Nobody's really seen my million subtleties
Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me
I hear you talking
Well, it's my turn now
I'm talking back
Look in my eyes
So you can see just where I'm at
I walked a thousand miles to find one river of peace
I walked a million more to find what this shit means
Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me
I'm the bad ass girl in this messed up world
I'm the sexy girl in this crazy world
I'm a simple girl in a complex world
A nasty girl, you wanna get with me?
You wanna mess with me?
Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
I laugh more than I cry
You piss me off, good-bye
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me
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| Here...Here I am Again |
[24 Jan 2005|10:43pm] |
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Hey, mates! Well, today was such a horrible day. I am so hungry, but I'm afraid to eat. I got a virus and I think I'm almost over it. I didn't throw up or anything (just almost). Ew. lol. Sorry. I hate being sick. It sucks so bad. And I really didn't want to miss school today, but I wasn't having any fun, believe me. Well, Matty might come visit me after her gets off work. I really hope so because I miss him bunches.
Well, I am so proud of myself. I'm actually updating my journal. I would have updated yesterday, but I was stuck in bed feeling all icky. I love Matty, though...he made me feel a million times better! Oh man...I'm so in the mood for some Macaroni and Cheese or something! I am just in the mood. I wanna go to CiCi's Pizza. So bad....uuhg. You've got no clue. haha. Well, I never thought this could happen, but I'm tired of sleeping. I've been sleeping for like ever and a day. lol. ERG! Die die die. I hate Viruses. They are the worst. The last time I had one was in 6th grade and I threw up like crazy. It was gross. lol. Man..I'm sure you guys really wanna hear this, too. Hm? Well, I think I'm gonna go find something to cook because I'm really bored. teehee. Well, talk to ya'll later. Buh byes. X.o.X.o. - Lei
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| I'm the bad ass Girl in this Messed Up World |
[22 Jan 2005|09:59pm] |
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Shoot me! My stomach feels like it's boiling. I want somebody to just put me out of my missery! Why did I just eat that ice cream? I knew it was gonna make me sick, but I'm hungry! Yeah...I'm not belemic...I just have been sick for the past 5 freaking days. I had to leave work ealry today, and Matt is closing for me. I love Matt. He's so awesome! I miss him though. :(
Well, hopefully I will recover soon because I am feeling like garbage. And my skin is so itchy, and I have no clue why! Maybe I'm allergic to the medicine I took earlier? Hmm...possibly. Well, I'm just rambling so I shall go. Love ya! Buh bye
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| Sexy Girl in this Crazy World |
[22 Jan 2005|12:22am] |
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Hey. What's up? Well, I just got back from Matt's house. Tonight was a lot of fun. After school I got ready and went to hang out with my cousin Sasha for a while, then we went out to dinner at Ruby Tuesday's. O M G. After eating...I felt so freaking sick. Either I ate too much or it was because I'm kind of sick already. It was the worst feeling in the world. Then Sashy started feeling the same way. So then we drove over to Matt's house and hung out until they wanted to go bowling....we didn't feel like going so we went to her house and watched Jawbreaker.
Oh my gosh! That is a crazy movie. They freaking killed their best friend! But I didn't get to finish it all the way because Matt called and I really wanted to hang out with him. I love Mattie! I've got a sort of problem with him right now....not that big, but anywho. He wants to go out with me, but I don't like the whole "Official Dating" thing. It sounds silly, but it's for personal reasons! I think we'll work it out though. It's not big at all! Woot.
Well, I think I'm gonna go to bed now because I'm crazy tired. I am SO GLAD that they cancelled the meeting at Fazoli's tomorrow morning. I was not excited about wasting my Saturday morning at work when I could be sleeping at 8:30 in the morning! Ahh. lol. Well, buh byes....X.o.X.o.
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| My New Journal |
[20 Jan 2005|10:04am] |
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Hey guys! It's Leila. Thank you, April, for making me this beautiful journal. Woot. Well...gonna go edit stuff! Buh byes...X.o.X.o.
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